January 2011
19 posts
Obviously something is off.
Not sure what it is. I haven’t gone to the gym in a while. I’ve been doing all my homework and sleeping earlier than usual. Save the gym, all that stuff is “good”, yet my parents feel [I get the vibe they’re] unhappy. I’m bored with myself eventhough interesting and awesomely fun things have been happening to me. Something doesn’t feel right.
On a side...
Woah
This is weird. My mom has been really quiet for a while. I guess it all started with the ticket, but still. Today my dad is freaking out about scholarships and whether I’m going to be able to submit the Hammond Scholarship on time.
We were talking about it and my dad said: “I’m not going to lie to you, I feel like you’re not holding yourself.” ”Why...
Something "funny" happened to me today.
Right before I took a shower, before I study for my las midterm tomorrow, while I was jamming to some song on my Ipod, I started laughing. I’m so close to the weekend I can almost taste it, and for the first time in almost 2 weeks my mind’s constant chatter of formulas, book quotes, and chemical processes shut off. The result? I felt really happy. So happy that I was spontaneously...
Limits? Limits!?!
Batman has no limits.
Happy Anticipation.
I may still have a few midterms… But finally, A free weekend. And the icing on the cake..my birthday is on monday.
Woah.
Amid all this “wild confusion” so to speak, I almost forgot how close it is to my birthday. One week to be exact. Ironically, I haven’t even planned anything this year. Ever since I was old enough to decide what type of cake I wanted for my birthday, as soon as one ended, my brain was already working on how I was planning on celebrating this next one. This year, many wonderful...
A simple kiss..
I hold you tightly and brush your hair away from your face. I caress your delicate cheek running my fingers through the hair on your neck. The hair at the roots, you are starving to have pulled.
Teasing you mercilessly. I lean in for a kiss and without warning turn my cheek. Once. Twice. You try to slap me playfully. I hug you warmly. Lifting your head so your eyes meet mine, I look at your eyes...
Life works in mysterious ways..
Always hold on for a second more because just when you feel like you’re about to give up and let go, that extra second may be enough time for your friends to unexpectedly raid your house and make your entire wait worth while.
Thanks guys.
elizabeth-jane-deactivated20110 asked: Following you o.o
Re: Get up and leave
Leaving and lieing to everyone you meet is the easy way out. You’re already lieing to everyone. Align with your true self. It’s a bitch, extremely tough at first, but totally worth it. Besides..you’ve done it before.
Get up and leave.
Skip town. Assume a fake identity. Go somewhere no one can find you. Do everything you’ve ever wanted to, but never did. Come back when you find yourself.
“History!
Biology!
Chemistry!”
– Dad’s weekend mantra
“Accept - then act. Whatever the pressent moment contains, accept it as if you...”
– The Power of Now by Eckhart Tolle
Reblog if you've been told you have a nice butt
kellsmarie145:
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ALL DAYY ERRY DAY
LOL
So I was looking at the notes attached to one of my posts and I read howspontaneousareyourpants posted this instead of howspontaneousareyoufeeling. Yes. Yes indeed.
The girl on the boulder...
[Looking back on this after I wrote it I think to myself: “Damn, this was supposed to be a short story so I could go and draw something before getting back to the homework I’m not gonna finish.]
One cool summer morning, back when I was somewhere between the ages of 8 and 10, my mom sat me and two of my cousins down on three tree-stump chairs in front of a field of sunflowers without...
Bloop.
I’m writing to write. To stimulate. To inspire.
There’s this odd phillosophical/spiritual book I’m reading that’s all about opening up deeper levels of human potential by entering a level a of mind quietude. It’s also supposed to help with living in the moment..as if I need more help with that :P. Anyway, expect lots of experimenting, clean up, and refinement. Think:...